Monday, October 09, 2006
just cleaned up my room. whoo. so much crap. finally i've restored order to the god-damned messy room. the bed became a junkyard for worksheets and files and books and god noe wut. anw, the messy room i've been using for 2 over months is nw back to its original state. phew.
okhey. from the afternoon onwards wasn't in a good mood. yeah. depressed
(-.-) and yep. i hate this feeling. but the scary thing is that it keeps me awake and pushes me to finish wutever im doing. its like i vent it all on stuff i do. hmm. kinda good huh. instead of taking it out on ppl. bcos when u hurt the person. u don't mean it. and that'll be bad. reaall bad. haha. sometimes just wanna be alone and all tt. heh. but eventually, that god-damned feeling will disappear and all turns back to normal. =)
but right nw it hasn't gone away yet. sigh.just noticed that this year i keep gettin this feeling once in a while. it's so different. i don't suffer from this from sec 1 to 3. nw then get. sigh. slap me.
anyway, for today, mr kamal's speech kinda alerted me. hmm. theres work to be done. but i'll do it. slow and steady. haha.
well. dad's heading of for rio de janiero in Brazil for work. he's been posted there. at first, he thought it was half a year only. so things didn't seem as bad. now. human resource told him to sign a 2 year contract instead. and yeh. he'll be there for 2 years. two whole years; and the family'll can visit him twice per year i think. poor dad's making a sacrifice but w mom's support, he decided to go on. hmm. we plan to communicate w him via email and skype. as well as webcamming. whoo~ and i've planned a suh-prise for him while he's there. he's livin by the coast. kinda nice. like a beachhouse. haha. well anws. thank goodness for technology if nt its gonna be a huge problem communicating w dad. so, dad. wish u a safe and pleasant journey there. and while u'r in transit in France, go take pics of the eiffel tower yeh? haha. he'll be leaving singapore at about 11. hmm. thats pretty near huh. once again. have a pleasant journey dad. and see u in cyberspace while u'r there. heh. =)
shaun
@ 7:53 PM
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